That's the way he is.

He's not an ideal man I can call. He's typically short, not good looking and doesn't come from a well-off family. We became really good friends, lovers eventually. Since 5 years to date, we're going steady and counting the days until we cross another chapter. Looks and riches never really mattered to me in the first place. What I really liked from him was his depth understanding and patience, not to mention his good sense of humor. I accepted him for who he was. My friends and my parents also did. The relationship was good at first. It's more or less the same with how the rest of the relationship goes on in its early stage. We were so sweet then and seeing him everyday really made me feel like I'm in cloud 9.

Something unexpected came up. He was not a good person whom at first I thought he was. He is insensitive and unmindful of the things happening around him, especially with me. He's irresponsible, earning more credits than savings and not planning on what he really wants in the future. He is only serious on things that does not last in the passing of time. He is too much attached to his iPOD, motor bike, and Facebook. He is just a perky, jolly person who cares nothing but just purely FUN. The worst things is, when he gets mad, he'd call me names and yell at me like I'm his dog. It hurts but what prevailed more was my understanding with his personality. Little did I know, he is no longer the same person I first met. Well, I cannot really tell to him these things straight which is why I'm using this blog. I just hope that when he will stumble to this page one day, he would start to care much about what this blog is all about.